Thursday, October 26, 2006
can say its holiday alr ...
bt still have extra lesons for 2 weeks ...
life has been quite boring for this week in sch ...
with all the post-activities n chinese lessons ...
wed was tiring ... had to be the MC for the chinese reading competition.
wasnt really nervous ... bt was just thinking of minimizing the ps-ness ...
thurs gt back report book ... wasnt rilly happy with it ...
BT lucky i still have my $250 cox of the top 25% thing ...
its too expensive tt i cant afford to lose it ...
ok i'm a money face obvious ...
life has been tt boring so far ...
still looking for a job ...
i tink the next two weeks would be a slack one ...
so can relax abit la ...
bt next thurs alr gt the chinese test ...
sian ... my brain is alr switched off since the a.maths last paper ...
SazE
Friday
12.37pm
stan @ 9:34 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, October 20, 2006
was glad at first tt thurs which is yest dun need go sch ...
thn only like 50 out of 320 ppl went ...
thn e principal veh angry ... sae wad hw
is she going to ans to the civil defence ppl who came to our sch alr ...
n hw does it reflect on our sch students ...
thn she came up with smth lame
those absent without MC will get canning for guys n
3 days of suspension for girls ...
was rather effective for many ...
after hearing so many ppl going bk ,,,
i went back too ...
its was lame n boring ...
i learnt impt stuff ...
we mux nt panic when there is FIRE
we mux nt jump down the building when there is FIRE
we mux nt panic when there is FIRE
we can call both 995 n 999 when there is FIRE
cox according to tt person ,,, they r brothers ...
din rilly stay throughout ...
went Vivo alr after tt ...
today went PS ...
watched the rob b hood ...
saw tt TKGS girl there ...
super suay lei ...
tt michelle totally win ...
she trick me into calling her ...
cox i noe wad's her purpose of calling ... thn i purposely dun pick up ... lol ...
thn she msged me saing eh i gt bad news for ur SA ...
thn i called bk ... bt when it started ringing alr i knew was lie ...
hw stupid can i get to actually fall for her trick ...
feeling rather sad n bad yest ...
dun ppl think before they say anything to hurt ppl ...
dont they apologise for it even after noeing it ...
all ppl noe is to use others such tt it is a gain to them ...
i dont understand abt humans ... i rilly dont ...
words rilly do hurt much more than physical pain ...
why does it seems like i have lots of problem ...
i tink i will rilly break down one day if everything continues to accumulate in me ...
SazE
7.55pm
Friday
stan @ 4:11 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i rilly rilly dun understand ...
i rilly studied for bio ... i did ...
its nt like as if i didnt ...
i still fail ...
can sae i sort of tried my best la ...
i wrote all i noe for the qns bt all nt relavent n rubbish...
tt's what makes me even more upset ...
why is bio the only subject tt is giving most problems all along?
bio is always jux there ... fail or pass ...
dropping it like a bit waste one year ...
i rilly feel so useless ...
ok i'm ...
i dun wan go for re-exam !
cant i jux have a miracle get few more marks n pass !!!
its so stresing to study everything once agn ...
n doing the paper ALONE cox only 1 stupid person failed .
somemore pass alr also nt like gt count in exam ...
it jux sort of determine if i can continue next year anot ...
i rilly dunno ...
EL had been a miracle ...
i got 72 for like this end yr exam ...
bt overall also pull down ...
all others like betw 65 to 70 ...
sian ... n once agn , bio the only one failing ...
dun wan tok abt these kind things alr ...
make me worse only ...
stan @ 2:54 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
getting back results during these few days ...
couldnt rilly care less la ...
all were close to another grade ...
like 54, 59 , 64, 69 74 ...
see alr also sian diao ...
so nt mentioning abt it ...
wld be having quite a number of holidays coming up ...
like this thurs , which no wise ppl will go
not saying those who r going are nt wise bt i'm sure they have their reasons
friday is moderation day ...
n i tink i can say tt i wld be promoted to sec 4 alr...
i jux have a rilly weird feeling n worry tt i wun be promoted lei ...
bt after getting part of EL today ...
i m quite sure of being able to promote ...
everything is such a bore ...
once agn , ppl compete for everything,results ...
is it tt impt to win ?
ppl r so xian4 shi2 n competitive ...
i'm also nt sure if i'm included in it ...
couldnt care much abt it la ...
tt's jux human's instinct ...
its whether u show more or less of ur competitiveness to others ...
having things piling up in ur heart n
nt being able to express them freely
has been a big problem ...
things will get worse n will jux accumulate up ...
i believe this has been my problem all the while ...
life ahead is a bore
SazE
5.46pm
Tuesday
stan @ 2:11 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, October 16, 2006
bored ... wil be back to sch tmr ...
marking day is like so short ...
only 1 day ... some other schs gt few days lei ...
haze was bad today ... ard 130 i tink ...
sat went pasir ris agn ...
thn we were bored ...
n so we went to "buy" beer ...
thn like play the 5,10,15 game ...
thn loser drink la ...
thn went Ps yest ...
nth much lei ...
went kbox at paradiz centre today ...
then bought stuff n nth else ...
long sch hrs wil start tmr ...
boring la ...
things will remain as it is ...
thx for being so truthful ...
SazE
Monday
6.54pm
stan @ 3:56 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
someone can actually tell ur friend mean things .
in fact , it should be bestest friend ...
its of no use to say sry now ...
wad's done is done ...
wad's said is said ...
sry cannot cure everything at times ...
its more than hurt than to be angry ...
little did i expect u being the one to say n tell me such things ...
i have never tot tt u were such a kind of person ...
my impression on u have changed ...
blame ppl on things tt cant be changed much ...
its character ... wad do u expect ...
n i wun change it jux for u cox i find its nth wrong abt it .
n it will jux maintain this way to avoid any more quarrels .
stan @ 2:21 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, October 13, 2006
finally exam is over ...
after few week of stres ...
it all came to a stop ...
finally i can have a good sleep ...
its the time for some work to take place ...
a.math was bad today ...
nth is good actually ...
went vivo today ...
still gt alot of shops nt open lei ...
thn watched the WORLD TRADE CENTRE ...
we gt the B row seat ...
thn it will be veh uncomfortable to watch in tt manner for over 2 hrs ...
in the end yulin , jun kit n me went to sit at the steps for the whole movie ...
lol ... thn went JE for some kinda job thing ...
reached hme at 10 ...
wore uni throughout ...
n i tried it agn ...
its jux tt temptation la !
ok nvm ... nobody will noe wad i'm toking abt ...
SazE
10.33pm
Friday
stan @ 7:32 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i'm like veh free ...
tmr still gt bio n emath exam n here i m wasting few mins of my time
was so relieved tt bio paper 2 had ended today ...
dun wan tok abt it la ...
i'm alr so in the holiday mood ...
cant wait for fri arrival ...
thn i wld be veh veh free ...
then i will go for my interview to promote product ...
sure cannot one la ...
i'm only like 15 yr old ...
so young n innocent ...
veh worried for amath on fri ...
i tink will fail ... haven rilly touch on anything on amath yet .
tmr have to pia n chiong liao ...
SazE
4.44pm
Wednesday
stan @ 1:44 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, October 06, 2006
stress week ... haven been rilly stress this week ... quite slack ...
i'm damn like slack this yr ...
amazing thing this week is i passed my chem pract !
its like i have gt no time to do cox i read the instructions wrongly ...
thn i m left with like only 20 plus mins to do ...
when the teacher sae pens down , i'm like only writing finish the 1st box of ans .
ok nvm ... mon had chinese exam ...
tues had english exam ... thn like 2 days break n todae we had SS n emath exam ...
was quite hard la ... thn had cme paper ...
was so impt n useful ... the paper motivated me to be a good citizen ... wth .
one more week to sort of struggle through ... exams r so boring ...
SazE
6.20pm
stan @ 2:10 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello
Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your
CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D
